Have you met my friend Lyla? You should. She makes me laugh. And she makes me think. I believe she understands my world in ways many others can't; the world inhabited by tall women married to Scandinavians.
One of the things I admire most about Lyla is her understanding of the Word of God, one which is deep and is rich. She retells familiar Bible stories in ways that make me slow down, think, and see things I'd never seen before. In the words of another tall Midwesterner who knows a thing or two about Scandinavians, she "puts the hay down where the goats can get it." (Garrison Keillor)
Lyla blogs at A Different Story. Do stop by, kick your shoes off, and make yourself at home there. You'll be glad you did.
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Socks hold great priority
in my world. None of this panty hose business. Nor barefootedness. Socks, even
with flip-flops. Nearly all cotton, just enough other material to help them
keep a snug, secure shape. I remove them for bed, usually, and the shower,
always.
This morning, I left them
off briefly and slipped my tender toes into the fleece-lined slippers my son
gave me for Christmas. By the time everyone was out the door and I took the
stairs down to my office, my feet had grown hot. Sweaty, even.
So I stepped out of the
slippers before I hit the floor at the bedside for some alone time with the
Father.
The morning chill hit my
damp feet, and it felt refreshing. But I had misgivings. Approaching the throne
with bare feet trailing behind left me feeling exposed, and not just a little
irreverent.
Is it okay, You know, to
meet You with my socks and shoes off? I had to ask.
I'll admit that a part of
me wished he would say no, and motion me to the dresser to retrieve them.
He did not.
So I tucked sweaty, naked
feet under me and reached for my Bible. Somehow, I knew I would not be reading
forward from where I'd left off, but would be flipping back a few books. I
needed to see about a fellow who approached without his sandals.
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Moses had not set off to
find God that morning in the desert. He worked for his father-in-law, looking
after sheep. He'd just reached the west side with his flock, down around the
foot of Horeb, where it's fair to say he was minding his own business. Out of
the clear blue, a bit of shrubbery burst into flame.
Curiosity drew him closer,
for there was fire, but no smoke. A bush was in flames and yet it did not burn.
He stepped toward glow, and
tipped back on his heels when the voice of God called to him from within the
fire, telling him to slip off his sandals.
The ground where he stood
-- it was holy ground.
There were reasons,
cultural reasons, why removing shoes in the face of holiness was important. It
marked a practice of reverence in nearly all Eastern religions, rooted at least
in part in not tracking in filth on the soles of dusty footwear.
But whatever the reason,
with the sandals gone, Moses stood skin to skin with God: dirty, calloused
feet kissing holy ground. Nothing between, not even a strip of leather sole. Nothing
to cover his hairy man-toes.
I found myself wriggling my
own feet around a little, noticing myself all the more vulnerable there in His
bright morning light. And I considered how He bids us enter His presence uncovered,
unhidden.
How His invitation into blazing holiness is one of unprotected exposure.
How His invitation into blazing holiness is one of unprotected exposure.
And is that how I will
practice reverent worship today? Check with me a little later. For now, I'm
lacing up my rubber-soled work boots.
24 comments:
Skin to skin with God. Thanks for this. It is what I needed this morning. : )
wonderful!
His invitation into blazing holiness is one of unprotected exposure. Thinking on that today.
You did a good thing, blending the everyday bits of who you are with who God created you to be... in His blazing holiness.
Thanks, miss Nancy, for sharing Lyla here.
Blessings.
My privilege, having her here.
I do believe this is the heart of it all, Lyla. And it's so scary sometimes. Which, when you think about it, doesn't even make a whole lot of sense. If God is God, he knows us as we are - even without the socks. I think we have to do this stripping for us - to acknowledge all of who we are when the ground is holy. And I have a hunch it takes a lifetime to get down to the nub. Starting with socks off is a dang good place to begin, seems to me. Now to work our way up - and in. Thanks for this.
Diana, the crazy thing is that confronted with his holiness, I just want to cover. I'm Adam and Eve, looking over my shoulder, and anxious to find the quickest thing to cover myself. Even as Moses uncovered his feet, he covered his face.
So it is very striking to me that the thing he asks us to do in his blazing presence is to do just that -- the stripping down as you say. He didn't make us with shoes and socks. They came later...
Thanks for your wise perspective here.
Thanks Darlene. Hard to ever get away from those everyday bits of ourselves, you know? I'm just glad He's made a way to take me, even with them.
And it was mighty nice of Nancy to invite me over.
There is something, to my little mind, so vulnerable about bare feet. Perhaps that's the way it is meant to be. There is nothing hidden from Him - at the same time both frightening and comforting. I don't have to pull on my socks and hope He won't look. He already knows.
This was so good Lyla. You make me smile, think deep and grow a little.
Thank you, Linda -- for your kind words and your bit of understanding of my barefoot dilemma. And you're even a warm climate girl. ;-)
Moses stood skin to skin with God: dirty, calloused feet kissing holy ground.
Never thought of it this way before. I want to think this way of my knees too... in humility, skin to skin, understanding whose presence I am in.
This reminded me of a foot washing ceremony I was part of a few years ago on a silent retreat. Understandably, some women in the group felt embarrassed to expose their feet and buried their faces in their hands... more in shame than in holy reverence. Moses hid his face in fear, but his seemed to be the appropriate kind of reverent fear... not shame/scared fear. What is it about our feet that makes us feel so vulnerable?
Whether foot washing, prayer... or worship... I always come unclean. I come more clean to dinner than I do before the Lord. I think that's the point of "His invitation into blazing holiness being one of unprotected exposure"....
one where we don't burn up in his presence. Where with confidence we boldly approach that throne...
Amazing how you get my wheels turning, Lyla. Love you and Nancy both.
If I never had any other thing to read but you and Diana, together, in conversation....well...I would be richer than several nations.
Thank you both. You're good thinkers..and you're good at getting the thinking into words.
Being exposed is always a bit uncomfortable. Lyla, you can even write about sweaty feet and make it interesting!
Can't she though? So happy she was willing to wander over here!
Getting wheels turning--that's something she's good at. Love to you, too.
I, for one, am glad to know you "always" remove the socks before a shower...
Laura, you might be amazed at how often I'm tempted not to...
It's the kind of house I live in, Shelly. All men. They perspire. ;-)
More clean to dinner -- isn't that about right? I just keep trying to get my heart wrapped around the fact that he asks me to come as I am -- not to cover my sweaty feet but bring them right out where he can see it all. Thanks for adding to my thoughts here, Pat. Wheels turning here all over again.
Sheila, you're too kind. Thank you.
It's my privilege, Lyla.
I'm not that nice, really....I don't offer unmeant compliments.
Thank you, Sheila. I've been pondering the amount of time I spend out here, feeling most of the time like it just flies out into the dark. There are a faithful few who come and read what I post at my own place and that number seems to be steadily dwindling. Maybe commenting is the best place for me to be putting my time and energy? Tough to know sometimes. So I thank you for this encouragement here at Nancy's place for something I said to Lyla. How's that for a complicated chain of connection?
Oh, Diana, I would miss your posts if you stopped. I have been "out and about" less in general this year, and I'm sorry I haven't been by your place (or several others that I value) as often as I should/would like to. I am still seeking balance. It'll come.
Lovely post, Lyla! (thanks for sharing her, Nancy). I also heard something recently that reminds us that Moses was at work when this all happened ("minding his own business", as you put it). So, there you go - the thought that God's sacred, holy ground is right there in the middle of our work. What a strange thought! Maybe we should take our shoes off at our office once in a while as a reminder. (but hopefully we won't see our desks on fire today.)
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