Monday, October 3, 2011

Witness

When I hear the word witness, several images come to mind. I think of actress Kelly McGillis sitting on a bench at the 40th Street train station in Philadelphia, dressed in Amish garb which was useless in concealing the beauty of her striking eyebrows. I think, too, of the time I sat in the backseat of my dad’s blue Chevy Impala after he and my mother had gone inside an unfamiliar house on one of our church’s weekly visitation nights. I wasn’t sure who they were visiting or why. The folks inside may have needed to hear about Jesus, or they may have already known about Jesus but backslid. I just knew my parents had responded to a call to go out witnessing.

When I was a freshman in college I, too, was sent out as a witness. I had joined a campus fellowship and, on one night for no reason that was apparent to me, the leadership decided to pair up the men and women in the group and send them out to share on campus. Armed with gospel pamphlets I, with my partner who I’d never before met, set out to do our modern-day Paul and Silas thing. We descended on some poor student in the engineering building who, on a Friday night, was doing what he had paid considerable tuition dollars to do. My partner began his sales pitch for Jesus, but the student politely interrupted to tell him, “No thanks.” He already had one.

True story: Years later, after I started going to a different fellowship group--the one the good-looking guys on campus attended--I met and married that dedicated engineering student.

Witness. According to Merriam-Webster, the word witness can mean a number of things. It may act as either a noun or a verb. As a noun, it might mean one who has personal knowledge of something. As a verb it can mean to testify to, to furnish proof of, to have personal or direct cognizance of or, to bear witness.

During TheHigh Calling writing retreat I attended at Laity Lodge last weekend, I heard and thought quite a bit about the idea of bearing witness. Author and speaker David Dark encouraged us to write and tell the truth about the things we see, “to expand the space of the talk-aboutable.” As we engage in the call and response, he said, of telling and receiving one another’s stories, we bear and receive witness about truth. Artists and writers who are followers of Jesus  bear witness through image and song and story to That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked at and our hands have touched. (I John 1:1, NIV)

Over the course of the weekend, I sensed an expansion in my ideas about the meaning of the word witness. My thinking was drawn away from memories of paperback pamphlets and sales pitches toward the awareness that I am at all times and in all places bearing witness to something. As a writer, I have the opportunity to bear witness through my words to my redeemer, the One toward whom all stories flow. And I don’t have to do it, in fact it might be better if I didn’t try to do it, through crafting sexy sales pitches.

At times I have, as I assume most writers do, wrestled with doubt and insecurity about whether or not I should be writing; whether or not I am any good at it. It is important, Dark said, to receive the witness of others, to believe and accept their little affirmations. If they tell you your words have helped or healed, or pointed them toward all that is good and true, believe them. Tell your stories. Receive those of others. The world needs them.

I make no promises about this kind of witness helping you find a handsome husband like I did, but you never know. But maybe telling your stories might help you, or someone who reads them, fall more deeply in love with Jesus.


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20 comments:

Brandee Shafer said...

Wa-hoo! Great post, Nancy, you tall drink of water, you!

Unknown said...

it just kills me that so many of y'all were so close to where I live. Well, relatively. Within 125 miles. And yes, I used google maps. Sue me -- I love my SDG sisters!

I love what you have drawn out of this word and how it applies to your writing. You are an incredible witness to the power of Jesus -- through your humor, your humility, your heart.

Mommy Emily said...

i love this dear nancy. i love that i could go to one of the sessions at the retreat just by reading this post. thank you for always teaching me, for loving me. xo

Unknown said...

if I ever get a cat, I want to name him David Dark. Then I will need another cat. I will name the other cat Nancy.

Sandra Heska King said...

Bravo! And your husband! That so cracks me up. I love it. And I love that I got to bear and receive witness with you FTF.

Janie Fox said...

what a great post. And you married that guy? What a great story. Wondering if you should write... I am not a writer but I do love to blog. Blog stories haunt me sometimes.

rjerdee said...

Believe me when I tell you that you're a good writer...and that your written words are your best witness. Love it that you married the guy who said no thanks to your pamphlet witness:) ...I feel sorry for
"witnesses" and their assignments...witnessing should be voluntary and spontaneous.

Pamela said...

Awesome. What a fun story. I clicked over to read a bit about your retreat. Interesting. It's the first time I've heard of this one.

I do struggle with the "am I really a writer" baggage. Do we ever get past the feeling of being an impostor?

I'll be a witness to the fact that you indeed touch hearts with your writings. Yow are a blessing through the words I read.

Sheila said...

You string letters together into words. Words form sentences. Sentences form paragraphs. People read them and grow.

You are a writer.

Thanks for a peek at the weekend.

happygirl said...

You ARE a writer. You inspire me so much. I love the part about being in the Christian group with the better looking men. Of course. And meeting your husband that way. Wonderful. Thanks for writing.

Kathy Robbins said...

I like the way your post flows from one great story to another, then to a definition, and then to analysis and contemplation. Great post!

Jean Wise said...

Isn't it amazing how one word - witness - stirred up your spirit and made you wondered. I also think about how powerful our actions are as a witness. When we don't say something when our ego is shouting to spill out too many words. Yet again we probably all need to witness much more than we do. mmmm, you have given me lots to think about. Good post

Kelly Sauer said...

Love. This.

Jodi said...

You witness well, friend.

Deidra said...

Just as if I were there. What a gift you have! What a gift you are!

Anonymous said...

Yes, seeing and telling. I took this message away from the weekend too. Thanks for being such a good witness of our time there.

path of treasure said...

Love this, like getting a little nugget from the retreat, and a timely one-- "receive the witness of others". Love the story of how you met your husband!

Ann Kroeker said...

Good stuff. Bloggers--writers of all kinds--bear witness daily, through words and story.

A the Festival of Faith & Writing, Thomas Lynch said, "Witness and keep track. That's the basic work of writers."

Witness and keep track. I try. I keep trying.

Carolyn Evaine Counterman said...

Great witness! Absolutely wonderful! Glad you were there. Glad I was there. Sad it ended too soon. ;)

ChristineMM said...

I liked your story. Writing is a calling. It's a talent. I think it is a good way for you to witness!

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