Haven’t I commanded you? Strength! Courage! Don’t be timid; don’t get discouraged. GOD, your God, is with you every step you take.” Joshua 1:9, The Message
Be blatantly honest with God about your fears, worries, concerns and anxieties. Tell him exactly why you are scared, and be assured that he hears you. Thank him for listening. Then reread the passage, personalizing the words by making God’s words to Joshua your very own. Eugene Peterson, The Message//Remix: Solo.
My kids. It’s always my kids. I’m always worried about my kids. When they were young, I worried about bumps and bruises. I worried about whether or not they would learn to crawl, sit, and stand according to normal developmental guidelines. I worried they wouldn’t be able to navigate the transition from bottle to Sippy cup. If a mother’s worry could have prevented her children from ever getting an ear infection, mine would have been protected for life. I always worried about ear infections.
Through the years, I’ve worried about their education, choosing to home school them to make sure they were learning just the right things. I worried about whether or not they would get into college. I worried about the influence of the culture surrounding them--the many dangers, toils, and snares.
I’m a mom. I worry about my kids’ physical, emotional, and spiritual health. It’s what I do. And I know that my worry is sin.
The above verse from the book of Joshua is found in the context of Israel, poised at the banks of the river Jordan, about to enter the Promised Land. There, God said these things to Joshua:
Moses my servant is dead. Get going. Cross this Jordan River, you and all the people. Cross to the country I’m giving to the People of Israel. I’m giving you every square inch of the land you set your foot on—just as I promised Moses. Joshua 1:2, 3
Every square inch. Where have I heard those words recently?
God has claimed all of creation--every square inch held captive to the decay and brokenness of sin--for His kingdom. I get excited when I meet and hear stories of followers of Christ who are passionate about restoring God’s kingdom. Believers affirm the heart cry, Thy Kingdom come, when through their work in art, government, science, education, and music they shine the light of the gospel into the dark recesses of this broken world. When I see their efforts, my faith is strengthened to believe God’s promise to redeem every corner of creation.
When I read the words every square inch in this passage, however, connected to the inheritance God promised to Moses and to Joshua--and before them to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob--I remembered something my pastor said last Sunday:
We are the inheritance God has given to His son Jesus.
Now the promises were made to Abraham and to his offspring. It does not say, ‘and to offsprings,’ referring to many, but referring to one, ‘and to your offspring,’ who is Christ. Galatians, 3:16, ESV
God’s promise to Joshua wasn’t just about land, and it wasn’t just made to Old Testament patriarchs. God’s promise, fulfilled in part when Israel entered the Promised Land, was but a picture of the inheritance He pledged to His beloved Son. God promised to redeem and restore every square inch of creation as a gift, as an inheritance for His Son. Sometimes I think it's easier for me to believe the big picture of God's redemption plan than it is for me to trust Him with the details. My worries and fears betray my belief that a square inch or two might just get overlooked in the work God is doing to restore all of creation.
Because every square inch includes people.
Every square inch includes my children. My children, through faith in Christ, are part of the inheritance God has given His Son. That means that every square inch of them belongs to Jesus--every hair on their heads, every strand of DNA, every synapse in their brains. Yes, all of creation groans for restoration from brokenness and sin, but not just the creation:
And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. Romans 8:23, ESV
God is in the process of repairing and restoring every single place that is broken in the lives of my children. They belong to Him. It’s not up to me to protect and preserve them from every conceivable danger I can imagine or, heaven forbid, from the ones I can't. Instead, I can rest in the confidence that every place I leave my footprint in their lives is holy ground, and God has promised to be with me.
And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. Romans 8:23, ESV
God is in the process of repairing and restoring every single place that is broken in the lives of my children. They belong to Him. It’s not up to me to protect and preserve them from every conceivable danger I can imagine or, heaven forbid, from the ones I can't. Instead, I can rest in the confidence that every place I leave my footprint in their lives is holy ground, and God has promised to be with me.
So I return to the book of Joshua, believing that my children belong to Jesus and clinging to God’s promise. I listen to God's words to Joshua and pray to make them my own:
In the same way I was with Moses, I will be with you. I won’t give up on you; I won’t leave you. Strength! Courage!
12 comments:
I love that verse. And these words:
"They belong to Him. It’s not up to me to protect and preserve them from every conceivable danger I can imagine or, heaven forbid, from the ones I can't."
Thanks for the reminder...
beautiful words
Great post. Worry has been called the greatest form of atheism.
Great reminder that only God can repair and restore and that He alone is the Master Craftsman in this endeavor. He delights to do this work.
Thank you,
Elaine
oh thank you nancy. i was such a chronic worrier before i became a christian, and it has been such a struggle to not worry. but i know i can't. i know i need to give it all to Him. to know it's in His hands. one verse i cling to... 2cor. 12:9 "my grace is sufficient for you." yes, nothing i do. nothing. it's all His. His grace is sufficient. it's all.
oh, and you are definitely not gruding! :) my word's not so fun... modau.
okay. love you nancy.
Courage. Yes, I need some.
It's funny. I don't think of myself as a worrier. Ah, the job will work out, the relationship will work out, money will work out. Now, kids? That's when I worry. For some reason, I think I play head role in their lives. I need to let God lead.
This is a great reminder, Nancy. It is true, we just trade one set of worries for another, don't we? I just sent a note to a friend this mornign telling her how I admire her ability to let go of those kinds of worries--to trust God to take care.
It's easier said than done. But...you are helping me today.
I hope you are doing well. I've been a little out of the loop. Life-crazy, you know. Sending hugs.
so timely for me ... just watched "Josh and the Big Wall" (a veggie tale ... which is sort of like contemporary literature, yes?) with my wee one ... and this mama was preached a sermon -- from an asparagus, of all things.
great post.
I've a chronic worrier all my life, although I admit that since I became a believer, many of those worries have ebbed. Still, I vie for control -- I have trouble relinquishing control and totally trusting God. I like what you say here about "every square inch." I've never thought about that quite so literally -- but it sort of reminds of that verse (a Psalm, I think?) about how God numbers every hair on our head. He does indeed care for, protect and love every square inch.
Thank you for this thoughtful post, Nancy -- so much good stuff packed in here.
okay this is amazing.
I'm tearing up over here.
I am AT THIS MINUTE worried about an ear infection. Taking Shel to the doctor again. Thank you thank you thank you.
So good Nancy--I grapple with worry too. As I write this I'm watching the clock til Drummer Boy gets home. It's a conscious choice to feel as calm with me here and him out there as I would if I was where he is. I don't always do it perfectly, but God has brought me a really long way, and I'm thankful for every square inch further He moves me from where I used to be!!
"I can rest in the confidence that every place I leave my footprint in their lives is holy ground, and God has promised to be with me."...amen...we can't possibly outthink evil...only GOD can...but oh how difficult sometimes to release our grip and let Him
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